prayer

I've been taking a lot of risks in prayer lately. I've been blessed with some yes answers, I've been disappointed with a lot of no's. And as if i haven't been risky enough, I just sent two emails that I am extremely excited about and therefore may be terribly let down if the outcome isn't what i pray for. But i stand here today knowing that God's got some plan that I can either keep trying to figure out or I can just slip into without doubt or fear. I think the second option is the best route. The most difficult but the most logical.

Prayer partners, here's where you come in.... turn your prayer caps on and consider this with the Lord for me, will you?

Serving in Denver, with a ministry outside of Here's Life Inner City but within Cru.
Potential living situation in Arvada I sent inquiry out about.

I won't go further into detail because I really don't want to get too far ahead of myself.
Who knows, God may have used my initial interest in HLIC Denver to call me to New York. Because while my initial interest was in Denver, I miss New York terribly, am in love with the ministry He's working so fervently in and want so much to be a part of that. He can get me to my goal and He can make everything with Starbucks, moving expenses, rent, etc, etc, etc work out perfectly if it is in His will.

Or... He may have used the daunting task of fighting to complete my support goals for HLIC-NY to get me to meet the goal here in Denver; the place that originally drew me to this internship.... the place I love and also see God working so beautifully in. I would be blessed to be a part of what He is doing in Denver.



Basically: I HAVE NO IDEA. None. Zip, zulch, nada.
So prayer in this time of discernment would so help me out!
I am so indebted to all of you. You don't know what your prayers mean to me!